New Beginnings

Do you ever look at someone and wonder what's going on in their head? Doesn't that sound like the opening to inside out? Well that's because it holds some ring to it, if we could see what goings on happens inside people’s minds we would think a lot differently about them.

So this blog is dedicated to the ramblings of mine, all the thoughts and randomness that I have to endure.

Just like inside out there is always one emotion that is in charge, whether it be anger, joy, fear or in my case; sadness.

Sadness is the one running the operation in my head and that’s called depression but fear also plays a big part in my head too, that's called anxiety. In fact all the emotions play a massive part except for Joy, she takes a big backseat in everything, rarely does she come out and when she does, it's always short lived.

The film Inside Out made me think about how my own mind works and why the emotions are in charge like they are, how our train of thought and inner most thoughts work. Maybe it’s more complicated than that but then, this is another reason why I'm doing this; to allow people to see the inner most workings of my minds, delve into the deepest darkest thoughts that go on throughout everyday life, and how someone like me must learn to cope and work relentlessly to survive a day; like fighting a war against yourself and ending up with the battle scars to prove how much of a battle it is.

So; welcome to my mind and how I survive with borderline personality disorder.