Do you ever look at someone and wonder what's going on in their
head? Doesn't that sound like the opening to inside out? Well that's because it
holds some ring to it, if we could see what goings on happens inside people’s
minds we would think a lot differently about them.
So this blog is dedicated to the ramblings
of mine, all the thoughts and randomness that I have to endure.
Just like inside out there is always one
emotion that is in charge, whether it be anger, joy, fear or in my case;
sadness.
Sadness is the one running the operation
in my head and that’s called depression but fear also plays a big part in my
head too, that's called anxiety. In fact all the emotions play a massive part
except for Joy, she takes a big backseat in everything, rarely does she come
out and when she does, it's always short lived.
The film Inside Out made me think about
how my own mind works and why the emotions are in charge like they are, how our
train of thought and inner most thoughts work. Maybe it’s more complicated than
that but then, this is another reason why I'm doing this; to allow people to
see the inner most workings of my minds, delve into the deepest darkest
thoughts that go on throughout everyday life, and how someone like me must
learn to cope and work relentlessly to survive a day; like fighting a war
against yourself and ending up with the battle scars to prove how much of a
battle it is.
So; welcome to my mind and how I survive
with borderline personality disorder.
